I think what really draws me to School Spirits is that grungy late 90’s feel. It feels like it’s an MTV show from when I was in middle/high school. It just has that dark smokey feel. It reminds me of those days, which were happier for me. I grew up having a difficult life, different than Maddie, but still I get what it’s like to try to balance school, friends, and a rough home life. I did every activity I could just so I didn’t have to go home.
Another thing I love is that I majored in history. Specifically 1900-1950, the American home front. I specialize in popular culture. Fashion, films, trends, food, music. So I’m loving the stereotypes and how it’s not hokey. We have 2 hippies, a greaser, a goth, the 90’s kid (who reminds me of something I’d see on The Real World), 80’s jock, a beatnik, and I think Mr Martin might be 1920’s but that look he’s wearing is super timeless so it’s a tough call. Also band kids are pretty timeless lol. That one hurt guys. I graduated in 2003 and was a band kid. I could have marched with them!
My senior year I lost 2 people I loved endlessly in a car accident. My world stood still. I actually stood at the accident site the next day, picking up one of the hub caps, and trying to realize it isn’t a dream. I wanted to scream. I was angry. I was hurt. I spent the rest of the school year doing my classes from the 12th grade office because I just couldn’t walk into the classrooms I shared with them. It was too much. 20 years later it still hurts.
High school was a different world for me. And this show opens up feelings and wounds that I thought I healed. And that’s actually important. It means I’m not over my pain. I get Rhonda. I get why she’s angry. Pain isn’t for sale. It’s something we have to cope with and try to move forward. But how do you move forward when you’re stuck? I’m still working on that (bless my therapist).
I needed this show. These characters. The reminders.
I didn’t come out until college, but bless you Charley. I get it. Gay kids in the 90’s. I’m glad the world is safer now.
Update: I redact Mr Martin 1920’s. The school seems to be in existence since 1956, so presume everyone’s dead since then. He’s got the Buddy Holly glasses…so let’s assume late 50’s, early 60’s. Maybe he was the first death.
Rewatching to catch anything else I missed the first time. And trying to nail down the 3 ghosts we’ve seen and not met.